Monday, March 21, 2011

MARKETING

HATE IT!!! thank God my major course is not marketing or what-so-called-it,,, shit gler,,, susa nk mampos,, intro, appendix sume x d bitaw,,,twos msuk gastrik,,,mmg la aku syg lecturer aku tuh,,,ape kejadah aku nk wat law cm ny???egat aku ny genius cm seung jo ke??? yg skaly tgk twos berjaya???!! aku ny juz manusia bese la wey,,,perlu d aja n mengaja (eh? o.O),, sort of la,,,ny twos kene wat bisnes proposal,,,



 sim lak pndg rendah gler kat aku (walaupun aku taw aku mmg sgt rendah dr dy tera giga nye),,ceit buncit,,, yah, i know dat U R REALLLYYY & GREATLY CLEVER GIRL WHO CAN'T BEAT BY OTHERS,,, so, juz no need to proudly show in front of me meae~~reallly bullshit la u,,,dila ok lg,,, at least she's trying to help me n ask me to help her,,,but seyesly, do this make me real messy n sick of it,,, lesson for me after diz is, DON'T GATAL2 TO OPEN BISNES!!! HATE DO ALL THIS HARD-TO-THINK-WORK-THAT-REALLY-SICK-ME-WELL,,, quite stress meae~~n sick ~~___~~



dgn bersungguh2 aku bwat, kang aku twos jdk cm sebelah ny,,,ape nk kate???xke naya je aku??? twos mak aku x ngaku anak,,, ha,,,lagi haru jadinya~~tlg la sesape kurang kn tension aku ny,,, xmo la salahkn sape2 dlm hal ny,,,cume aku dpt pngjrn jela,,,jgn percaya kwn sgt,,, supaya idop aku x kn jd sebegini susa,,, inilah akibatnyer law caye sgt kat kwn,,,den, im the one who in shitly trouble,,, wadaaaa meae~~



now, tengah fikirkn mase depan aku n pointer aku nnt cmne la jd nye an,,haish,,,sakit pwot aku da mkin mmnjd2 da,,kalah owg dlm pantang taw!!! *sigh*

Sunday, March 20, 2011

will u hate me?


Smile in the two- way mirror of my eyes
I put on my faith like I wear a disguise
You can't see my soul
See the life that I live
Show you the mask of the best I can give
I've hid here afraid like a child behind.
Truth of my thoughts that clutter my mind.
What if you knew about all that I do?
Things that I think,
The me that is true.



Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I've tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?

I've been looking for answers since becoming an adult
Not looking for dogma to live like a cult
I've been looking to live,
I've been living to find
Freedom from cages that limit my mind.


Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I've tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?


Will I scare you, upset you, frustrate you, irate you?
Challenge a lifestyle or weaken your trust
Or will you see my efforts and my passionate sincerity
Would you see just a little of yourself in me
Will you take off your mask so we can both be free.

Would you call me a hypocrite?
Call me a liar?
Would you curse out my name?
Would you damn me to fire?
Would you know what to say?
Or would you just walk away?
Afraid the me I've tried to hide
Would you closely resemble the truth of you that lies inside?



Wednesday, March 9, 2011

SENSITIVITY POST

ttbe je rase bersalah post ary tuh,,,x ptot aku ckp cmtuh,,,soe guys,, ntah la,,smnjak due mnjak ny jd mudah sensitip blek,,,mybe ajal nk smpai da kot,,heheh,,, who knows rite??? God Forbid, who can resist it,,,,, so, soe ah guys,,,x niat pon,,,

di kesempatan ini, aku nk minx ampun dan maaf law ade saket an aty kowg ke,,wat kowg kecik aty ke, wat ko trase ke,,pape la yg wat kowg tersinggung,,,soe sgt dr ujung rambut smpai ujung bulu kaki,,,halalkan mkn minum aku,,ade hutang yg stil x bebayo tuh, minx la halalkan,,law x mo halal gak, nnt minx mak aku,,aku skg nga kering, so xley la nk bayo duet2 kowg tuh,,,cdey an cter aku ny,,hahah,,,,halalkn gak knangn n sume yg tlh kowg bg aku,,,n tq sgt2 atas sgale2nye,,, atas kenangan terindah yg dah kowg bg kat aku,, cz jdk kwn aku yg terbaik,, sudi mengisi mase dgn aku ny,, sudi pnjm an tlinge, kaki, mate, bdn kat aku,, bg aku xplore bnde2 baru kat dunia ny,, n sume2 la,,, kenangn dgn kalian sgt indah yg x mampu tuk aku lpe kan,, akan aku smpan baik2 kat hati ni,,tringin nk kembali pd kngn itu,,, tp tu la,,mase hanya ke hadapan, bkn keblkg,,, so twos kn jela pjuangn !!! chiayok!!!

aku wat statement ny bkn sbb nk mati bsk (tp tu God Forbid an),,cume sunat untuk mngingati mati ny,,, kite x taw bile ajal kite an,,,ajal maut di tgn Tuhan,,,so slagi aku hidup n b4 aku ke dunia akhirat, better aku wat statement ny awl2,,,so, xde la nyesal sgt,,,hehehe,,,

nota lolipop: IM REALLY LOVE MY MOM, DAD, FAMILY, PEERS, BFF, N ALL THOSE WHO HAVE POP OUT IN FRONT OF ME,,, U GUYS SUCH A LOVABLE PERSON THAT I HAVE EVER MEET,,, MUAHXXX   XD 

Thursday, March 3, 2011

atashi no tomodachi

natsukashi nee~~~ atashi no tomodachi,,,
to natsukashi nee~~ atashi no nihon,,,
seyes,,,i donno whether my bestie miss me or not,,
oweys do remember her,,, *sigh*
seyesly i mish u mia, n oso hida (cz dy nk beram da),,,

rse da cm pngemis lak minx kesian mmbe,,
oweys me call, texting, say hi,,
da rse cm mls nk wat sume bnde tuh,,
tp law x wat, xkn adenye la cntct2 ny sume,, *sigh*

FUTSAL !!

WOW!! sgt bz kot mggu ny,,,sume keje aku nk wat,,mau x cm ketua pak guard?? haish, nk wat cmne, da kate owg pentg daerah selat antartika,,,tu yg xley wat pape tuh,,,


pdhal mggu dpn aku ade byk je kot keje, ngn test lg, ngn present lg, tp ahd ny, ley lak aku join futsal @_@,,, lawan antara cos,,,gler kentang ke donut ny???
walah,,lame kot aku tgal an stamina aku kat lubang dubur, skg ny, kene korek blek,,,mati aku,,, c sumbat lak wat dajal kat aku,,,jd kn aku ketua kumpulan,,,mak aih,,,berdarah tali pusat aku,,,da la kaki aku terkehel, ley lak nk main,,,terbaik dr pusat serenti kot,,, hahah,,,terjah jela,,, nk wat cmne,,, sumbat la ny, pedajal aku,,,tendang gne bontot kang,,,


kan da kene tendang,,pdn mke,,hahah

so, tok korek lek stamina aku kat lubang siput ny, terpakse la ptg ny aku ber'jog' ngn atok aku,,,hopefully hujan ny benti la mnjelang ptg,,,aku KENA N WAJIB dpt an smula stamina aku,,,law x, semput kura-kura bhai,,,mlm ny plan nk g gim lak,,,tu pon law RAJIN laa,,hahah,,,bsk, sumbat ajk futsal kat pdg pg2,,, dy nk train ktowg kot,,,xpe la,,insya-Allah, kami dpt bwat yg terbaik,,,lek ah,,msuk pon juz nk dpt knangn kot,,nk wat silly things (so what??!!) ,,,bkn slalu jdd dak kecik blek law kte dok xwat pape an,,,ny la msenye,,, nnt da kje, susa nk dpt ksempatan cmny,,,ttbe je bg motivasi bgune,,walah~~ O.O

ble nk men futsal ny, tringat kat mmbe2 aku lame,,aku pnh kmukakan bnde ny kat mia, hida, haza, azah, shu, apiz,,,tringin nk wat bnde bodoh ngn dowg,,tp x penh mnjd,,,sume yg aku plan x pnh jdk,,,last2, aku wat bnde2 cmny ngn mmbe2 uni jek,,,kdg2 windu gak kt dowg,,,x taw la law dowg maasih egat n windu kat aku an,,,so, juz crop it,,,as long as dowg ngaku aku kawan pon, itu suda memadai bwat mse skg,,,law x mo ngaku bff pon xpe,,,=.= ttbe je an,,,poyo gler aku,,,cm nk tampo dri sndri je,,, O.O

k, crop it babe,,,so, guys, hope u guys can pray for us,,,hopefully all of us in safety condition,,hahha,,,chaiyok me!!!!!! >.<  


p/s: all the emoticons i take from one website which attract me a lot,, plagiat from him,,,not mine,,,miaowafupafu,,,really love seeing the emoticon